29.7.2013 – Big travel and surviving the warm

?? Weight. Tonight I did not slept well, it was very hot, but I could manage. Worst was bilion of mosquitos and other stinging stuff feasting on a poor me, I could not scratch enough. I had very interesting dream about being part of something like huge gladiator club in modern times. But it was mostly abut politics, on the beginning I was just one of gladiators and then started some changes between others and it somehow happened that I got supernatural powers and got to leading the club. But it did not worked out, others not only decided to not follow but I was unable to find out whats going on. Important bit was, that I felt that I felt like Im powerful enough to kill them all in any way I would want, I could rule them by threatening easily, but I did not wanted to, I did not felt it even as an option. And I was desperate that I cant find out whats going on and why its club falling apart. Lately I felt that it was because I could play with them with my powers as I could and when I found out that I have my powers I even did played with them like they are but a dolls. I felt like this experience totally stoped any chance to be on the same wave with others. But I can just guess, non of them talked to me... I had also some other dream, but I fogot it already.

In the morning I went for morning exercise, even there wa again very strong resistance.
I) Starting with 10 minute of old-people-like Sun Salutations... :) I would really like to be able to learn how to not eat stuff what poisons me like this. Nobody forced me to, it was me and me only who do it of course, I want to work on this and learn that really. It was dificult to do those 10 minutes...

Next I was working 10 minutes of my core and ABS, after so many days of lazyness it went horrible, I felt like I have no power in my ABS, but I did what I could.. I felt it like 40% of what Im usually able to do. But still its much more then not to do anything.

Last 20 minutes I was dancing, first 10 minutes was horrible, I could not move or get on wave, then Pachelbel's Canon fixed it a bit and I could jump on dancing wave much better. And also have more energy for and from dancing. Some music have this power :)

For the rest of the day I did not much really, we traveled for long time and it as crazy hot so after sorting all out was just enough time for watching a movie together (brilliant Ice Age IV) and go to sleep.