?? weight - I had so rush morning that I didnt weighted myself.
I slept very well and deep again, I have mild feeling that I had dreams, but dont remember anything at all.
In the morning I had no time for morning exercise (first excuse today so early) and went to do some official stuff. Actually it took me 4 hours total... and I was gifted by yet another lesson how good is to not "wait for latter" and could finish all I had to much sooner then I would if I would wait. Also could read a lot from Cloud Atlas book, which was very good, its been so long since I read really long in a book. And Cloud Atlas is good to learn too, because English in book is very difficult but also very beautiful.
I) afternoon I did additionally "morning" exercise, starting with 10 minutes of Sun Salutations to stretch and move myself, I have had couple of clients later today and I felt I have to move my energy and body to be good for it. I have to share one sensation I had during doing dynamic Sun Salutations today, I was quite drenched near the end and I tried to exercise in totally smooth way, not a split second waiting in any position or during changing the way of movement and I could not help myself, but to feel that moving like this is like to have very nice sex with highly aroused and wet woman. When making love, there I have a moments when I feel that connection between me and woman is so natural and not burdened with wanting to have sex or wanting for connection, that lingam enters yoni fluently, naturaly, without trying, like homing missile flawlessly finding its target. I felt it amusing to feel this feeling while doing Sun Salutations, opens heart :)
Then I did ABS and core exercises for 10 minutes, starting with 4 rounds of TM core WO and continuing with various additional exercises. Not much special sensations, I focused a lot on exercises (which is easy during TM core WO, its very demanding exercise) and I could feel my core and ABS very nicely and in the end very rich.
3rd part which lasted 5 minutes was dedicated to various martial arts techniques, mainly kickbox and some wushu kicks, I found myself being quite agile and fast in changing kicks and combining moves. Very surprised how easy vent to create new combinations I never did before and how fast I found good way to execute them. Definitely good to do sometimes exercise like this to develop this aspect of movement as well. I hold no doubts, that lots of dancing of mine and other exercises are guilty in improving indirectly my martial arts skills.
Last 15 minutes I was dancing, dont remember so much anymore, I tried to integrate Zumba moves again and to dance as conscious as possible. It felt like first time in dance class, but its alright, there have been bright moments! Enjoyed it non the less.
II) Later afternoon I had clients, very lovely couple of nice people, its pity I cant share with you my feelings about clients deeper that that because of professional reasons. But what I feel ok to share is that I really love how I attract into my life powerful beings, even practical magicians in true meaning of this word (not a Fair tricks, but true shapers of whats commonly called "reality" and creators of theyr own lives. Very nice. Im very grateful for this. Especially for such a gift to work with such beings in such a deep way as my work provide.
III) In the evening I went to tantra course. Today it was very nice, I could present my workshop and it come by surprise and I found myself unable to really present my workshop in meaningful way. Im not sad about it, it was wonderful lesson for me. We also started ajnachakra, 6th chakra theory and learned new asana for connection of 4th and 6th chakra and I felt this asana very important for my future transformation. All in all very rich course. I was happy to be there.
I come home very late and had lovely chat with my beloved and I tried to go sleep before midnigh and I even did went to futon before midnight. But I could not sleep at all, went back to computer and was watching Descipable me and wasted time on interned. One another participant called a day and I had to cancel workshop for Saturday, in total 7 people canceled... clear enough message, that its good to make this, but time is not good. Trying to process it and not getting into giving up mood.
Anyway.... another very rich and beautiful day! My life is really great atm, hope you guys can enjoy your lives even more!
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