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Today we got up very early to go to Stansted and I refused to do morning exercise at 3am. Im also sick today, trying to process it whole day. Its good opportunity to try some energetic work, and there probably wont be "good" time to be sick for me anymore, my life is too full. Maybe thats why I got sick - to slow down a bit? Or to give me time to process a bit whats happening in my life. I feel I have to be gentle on me. Keep my borders and stand after how I am.
It was so great to eat real food again today, if I cant cook for myself and Im forced to eat "normal" food, I feel always as poisoned after couple of days.
I simply could not do much today, this early wake up, lots of traveling and being sick gave me no room to do much so I was mainly resting and enjoying being with my beloved. I think anyway, that my current condition is because I was too restless lately and not gave enough time to myself. Im coming through so much and even I would like to process things faster, I maybe need more time for myself then Im wiling to accept.
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