?? Weight. I slept long today, but not really good, because of too soft bed. I had a dream about being avatar in some MMORPG, in first part I was in some raid instance which was already outdated and so it was piss easy for me even do it solo and in second part of a dream I was in same instance with somebody else, a woman (from which I saw not even a face). I dont know why I remember this dream and not so many others dreams, I dont see any message from that dream right now.
Today is resting day so I did no exercises and only did 8th pushup day +1 16x.
Lets see what day will bring ...tbc'
Well, in terms of exercises and such nothing interesting. It was a bit heavy day truth to be said. But what was intensive for me today was one topic I saw in one post on FB. It was about how harming is to cheer up kid for doing something good. It somehow triggered me a lot. It made me to look back into my childhood and this topic. And I realized many things which made me to think - fuck those who thinks that cheering up a kid for doing something good is not good idea. I got no appreciation from my family for doing good. I was first in the class for many years and it was counted as something demanded, not as achievement and so it was in everything. I was expected to do all great and everything less was counted as Im retarded. Now I think that my parents did not felt it this way, but as a kid I felt it like this. From my point of view it made me think, that no matter what I do, its silly to expect some appreciation. Consequently it made me think, that no matter how good I do something it cant be good enough to be paid for or appreciated in other practical way. From my point of view - I would be really happy if I would get appreciated from my parents for things I did good, it would motivate me a lot, gave me feeling that working on myself have sense and can be recognized. Which is important in the life - to be recognized and able to produce something I can be paid for!
But of course, every kid is different and every situation is different. F.ex. I wont cheer up kid which repeat same thing over and over again just to be appreciated, thats not the way I feel good. But no matter if its adult or child, if sb is doing something because he/she enjoys it and not for appreciation, then Im happy to appreciate this person.
In the evening I spend nice could of hours with my beloved watching movie and it was v.nice and cozy <3 . Ohm mani padme hum.
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