81,1kg " = " 3rd day in a row same, seems I eat good here :)
I slept quite well tonight and in the morning I had VERY juicy dream about having 3some with my beloved and other woman in whorehouse where boss gave free day to all "employees", this atmosphere of totally free whorehouse and 3some with my beloved was sooo nice and hot. Pity I got woken up before something more interesting then kissing happen, but it was anyway so cozy, juicy and hot that I simply could not do morning exercises! This jump from lovemaking to heavy exercises was too strong even to imagine to get up and exercise. But I think it was purpose of the dream - to keep me from doing full exercises.
I) However after some time and nice morning I did at least mini 20 minutes exercises with 10 minutes Sun Salutations, which went possibly toughest ever, I was so stiff and hard in whole body that it took almost whole 10 minutes to wake up and do make body function. Then I was dancing for 10 minutes to move a bit more, it was not really smooth and juicy :P But it was for sure very good to do.
Today was very tough day, because we had strange interaction with my beloved with occasional arguments and disagreements, it wasnt brutal or something, I would say more soft, but what we dealt with went v.deep and I personally was so disconnected from myself and everything that I could not do anything, I was just surviving whole day till I had to leave back home. Which is of course shit, because this is wasted time, but I was unable to find a way from that shit.
I was traveling then which was long, but all went fine and smooth. Heavy day, cant see anything good from it, but it possibly just now, because Im too close to bad sides. Time will tell. Ohm mani padme hum.
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