84,4kg " += " Im not sure why Im still gaining weight, but I would love to know. However yesterday was heavy physical day, its often more weight next morning.
I slept well and LONG today.... I had dream and I remember that I though - its no way I forget this one... but... guess what. Anyway, I did no morning exercises today. I think I never felt so strong that I need to leave space to my body to recuperate, heal and grow like today morning and later too. Im looking forward for next exercises, but for now, my dear, great, strong, beautiful, sexy body needs rest :)
I) In the morning I visited one friend who have 2 months old baby girl, one of my very few christmas visits. Its somehow not easy for me to make social meetings in last months. But it was nice. Other thing what I realized was how I cant stand stench of cigarettes now. My friend went smoking and I followed him just to keep conversation going and it as so disgusting to smell and breath that smoke. I think one part of why I was smoking was to not feel this stench.... but its better to not smoke.
II) Afternoon I had a new client, nice treatment, Im curious if this client come again, it was last official client this year in my hometown.
Rest of the day was quite easy. I think I somehow prepared for upcoming christmas weeks where I will not be able to rest so much. In the evening I went to tantra course, but I did not come there in the end. I think I will quit this course, its so many things which bothers me on that school. I mean, obstacles are good, but I also think its important to difference obstacles and signs which tells "its not way which helps you grow". So I went for some pre-christmas shopping instead and had nice evening. Ohm mani padme hum.
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