22.2.2013 - 85,8kg - pizza strikes back, I dont know if I have more because I "knew" Im going to have more after pizza or if its natural :P But then.. what is natural.... our universe is build from our thoughts.
 I slept well and long, went sleep very early and at the morning straight for morning exercise!
I) Starting with 5 minutes of Sun Salutation (fast 10) and shadowboxing and followed by Pyramid from 12 this time which means 78 pushups 78 situps and 78 crunches in total and as a bonus I tried 2+2+2 so 80 in total. Its realy intensive, I have no idea how far I can go in this pyramide, how fast I can be and from what number I can start to end under 8 minutes. But Im eager to find out :P Last 25 minutes I spend dancing, it wasnt easy after pyramide, but not the less great and helpfull. Oneof songs I listened to was Pachelbel - Canon In D Major amazing song. It realy touched me so deeply, yesterday I saw video form one island deep in the see where are birds dying because of eating of stuff which humans throws into the sea and my faith in humanity droped to very low again, but this song restored it all, if human beings are able to compose, play and share something such beautiful as this song... then humanity still have a chance, even if before last one.
 II) Today final exam in the course, I was nervous like a dog, but I did it, sucessfully finished these 3 week marathon of learning and massaging :) It was great, its so long time since I realy finished something and it was realy so important for me because of that. It wasnt realy somehow crazy hard or so crazy important, thats not the point. It was more like - Im able to do lots of stuff good or dedicate a lot, but I have problem to actualy finish something, Im not stoping at 30 or 40% done, I usualy start holding back at 95% or something. Simply near the end I lost interest, because to actualy finish is basicaly same as Im right now. And this aproach I dont feel realy healthy so it was realy important for me to finish this course succesfully to the end with clear mind and knowing that I deserve certificate and all honors. I felt that to finish this sucesfully could open some closed doors in me and it realy did, I feel highly motivated into further studies and not just motivated, |I want to, I want to feel safe to tell people what education I did and what makes me able to work with them. So, long story short, I was realy happy, like - truly, pure happiness, I felt it as a milestone in my life.
 III) Rest of the day I just traveled, I need rest, to let my body recuperate from all those massages and stress.