? W. Today I took day off the exercises, it was after 7 mornings and it was most necessary I must say. Originally wanted to make 8 days and then take rest, but it was hight time. I felt it whole day that I needed to give myself this rest.
I) But anyway it wasnt so easy day, we spend most of morning and part of afternoon on shopping mall tour, which was from my point of view very sad, because I felt like, if humanity come to this fucked up point then its high time doing something about it and bring humanity to at least some values then this madhouse where is nothing of any value, just drain for money people dont have and which are spend for shit they dont need. Junk food (90%), no creativity, nothing to relax senses on... oh god. I know why it takes me so much time to go on shit places like this always so long - I forgot too on things sometimes.
II) Afternoon was better, day was nice and I finally went to repair wheel on my bike. I have stigma from my father about this particular work, because he always gave me feeling that Im unable to do such work. But this time I decided I will take it easy and with open mind and eyes and it went pretty well, quick and smooth. And my bike is finally working again. I was proud to break this stigma for me. It may seem as small thing, but we all carry these wounds and blocks which are so important to understand and heal, I healed this one today.
In the evening we had nice time with my beloved, first we made delicious, spontaneous food, then made love and finally relaxed at great movie, nice end of a interesting and rich day. Ohm mani padme hum.
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