? W. I slept like 3 hours or so today.... not sure, but went sleep some time after sun was up and got up at 7 or something. I did no morning exercise, but intense sexercise. I think it was intense enough calories-wise.
I was very sleepy whole day, but it was happening so much new things, that it kept me up. New places, new people, lots of walking through nature. Visiting natural mineral water spring.... was really nice.
I also met son of my friend, great 10y old boy. Spoiled a bit as it happens when kid has too much contact with grandmas... but in core great person, as we all are in the core before we get mutilated, twisted and cripled by society and authorities. I felt very healing for me to be and play with this boy. I have zero experience with kids in this age so it also kept me up, because I had to be totally present with everything happening, because kids naturally play high-level game of borders. Its important to keep my borders, but not take distance and this takes lot of attention. Was amazing experience for me. And big joy to have fun and talk with the boy.
I tried to stay up to be with my friend bit longer today, but I simply couldnt. Was a big challenge for me to not try to be a hero but be true to her and myself and not harm myself in order to make myself something Im not (or what Im not ATM).
Today was again very full day, full of challenging, beautiful and new experiences. And another proof, that friday 13th is just superstition! Ohm mani padme hum.
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