87,7kg still so high on weight, Im more and more convinced that its some major failures in nutrition. Else I slept rather well and in the morning up for morning exercises.
Notes: 24x pushups (18+6).
I) I went running today, completely new route. Route leaded through city and also forest, forest part was extremely beautiful I must say. I took it more jogging-like today, I felt I need to move in running way, but I also want to let my body to recuperate from competition properly. But anyway I run over 7km's. It was nice run.
II) Afternoon I went with my beloved on bikes to a bit detour into city and to the park. Here I just enjoyed nature for most of the time, but I was also playing for some time with one boy and I must say I felt it very healing for me to play with him. First I though that its good for a boy to play with a man, but afterwards I realized, that the healing was more from this part which wanted to play with my father when I was a boy. Anyway, I had both fun and felt this good healing so it was great. I felt v.grateful for this experience.
...tbc
Evening was a bit harder, we inevitably crush into each other patterns and it makes us be in distance to each other sometimes. Its great we can feel our love even in these moments when its not sunshine and rainbows.
Ohm mani padme hum.
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