Today morning I went to exercise again. I wanted a bit more then I did in the end, but it was simply like this. In fact I did same as yesterday :)
During the day it was similar to yesterday with a difference of cleaning dishes with the clan after lunch, which was quite fun in fact.
Afternoon there was in program 1 hour, where we had to care for kids and talk about our childhood, but I could not attend that. I had strong resistance and I also simply felt I need a shower and rest more then this. In fact, I think I needed more this hour, but my resistance was too strong... Then we received teachings from MT. I was in a couple to demonstrate supportive listening in a couple dynamic. I got a lot of appreciation for that, but tbh, I felt it like no problem at all, it seems that those years of workshops have some impact on me after all :) (of course they have, my life changed to 1000% better then before, who Im kidding here :D ).
In the evening it was strange, we met to present more clan songs and tell stories, but in fact it was juts one big chaos, where nobody paid respect or really gave attention, not even to MT and Elika. Im not sure what happened that this babylon happened, but later on from talk it felt like people needed to discharge this entering to the camp and circle way and all emotions and frustrations and joys and need to talk and it manifested like this. Anyway, I was confused from that and went sleep quite early.
Cooking day today I would say.
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