80kg - " + " could be different scale, anyway, insignificant difference
Tonight I slept moderatelly, was waking up a lot and in the morning I wasnt somehow slept out really. As planed I did not made morning exercises today, wanted to take day off this saturday, just to rise appetite to exercise :)
I) In the morning I did tantric practices. Conscious, sacred way of love making, I felt it v.beatiful, I did today for first time whole ritual and I must say, for me there is lots of treasures hidden in conscious sexuality. It dosnt mean, mental, pogrammed sex, mind you, it means any love making or sex you can immagine, just made consciously, not in animal, instinct energy of 1st chakra, but on higher levels of human beings. I hope to continue in exploring this way o sexuality.
II) Afternoon I did yoga, short something-over-an-hour block, again it was v.intense and strong, specialy Vajrasana is having so strong effect on me, its crazy. This connection of heart and 3rd eye is so powerful, I always feel like my whole system is getting inpulses and is reacting. But whole exercise together put me into v.nice mood for the rest of the day.
Today was roughly in the way of rest and relaxation. Very nice day with my beloved, sometimes its necessary I think to let everything just fit where it belongs and let yourself flow in relaxed way, even if to just realized that its not really good idea to let youself just flow more then in days like this. In the evening we went to cinema again, it was again french movie "And if we all live together", it was strange movie, for me full of patterns which are totally unnecesarry and arteficial and made just to make people misserable. False sympathies and so on.
But its good, its good when buttons are pushed, it shows where I can look inside me.
Good day today, rich and beautiful with lot sof aspects life can bring.
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