91kg a bit less finally and I measured after lot of drinking so its probably a bit less as well. Its good, just need to keep eating good and work as hard as possible while not hurting myself. One friend wrote today her experience with some teacher who said, that our cells are programmed to not get more power then we are allowed by those who programmed us. Its something on it, because it corresponds with whats happening with me when Im starting to grow. I always back off. But I work to overcome this conditioning, I feel whats inside me is too valuable to be thrown away and not shown to everybody. But there is bit more work to be done before I manage this breakthrough. Even I feel Im closer every day. Well, in the morning hurray for morning exercise.
Notes: 30x pushups (23+7), 4:20 headstand.
I) I went running today, new way composed with some new, some old paths. It was interesting and demanding run with lot of going up and down, 7,7km and I needed 1hr. I run without music today, I felt it much harder then with music. Im not sure what I will chose, but I wish to explore also running without music and decide whats better later. Both have advantages and disadvantages for me. It was hard run and I wa son the edge really. In one point I though I will vomit. But I feel I need this kind of energy in my life, to be able to breakthrough comfortable zones.
...tbc!
II) I was also practising on the recorder for about half of hour. Starting to be fun again, as Im reaching to the point where I stopped last time. Songs are starting to be challenging and I see how much work I already put into them and it still pays off. Anyway I have quite problems with some. However at some places where I remember having notorious problems its possible to play it more smooth. Its great.
III) Later I went to deal with some official stuff, I took a walk and it was fine, but it was sooo crazy humid, I was drenched in sweat because of that. But nice walk.
IV) Afternoon I had couple of clients. Both regular clients and both good treatments. I feel Im more focusing on physical side lately. Im wondering why is that and if its ok like this. I wish to observe this, but Im also open for possibility that its good and Im learning to feel more physical body then I could before.
For the rest of the day I did nothing more, I was quite tired in the evening, it was v.full day and very hot. I had even 32°C in my room today. I had to wash all clothes I used today, totally drenched... But I liked it today, felt great to have 2 clients in one day after some time and all things went good. I forgot that I was also working on records today. Ohm mani padme hum.
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