92,4kg - dont ask me, today is 3rd day without any sweets, meat or milk products, just vegetables and "good stuff". It seems Im gaining a lot even from vegies, even they arent supposed to really make people fat, or is it? My organism seems to be really amazingly effective and brilliant in nutrition extraction, I just need to find the way how to eat as less as possible to not feel hungry and I believe my body get all it needs anyway. In any case - in the morning...
I tried to do morning exercises, but any attempt to do any exercise ended up in me folded on the ground in crazy strong feelings of exhaustion and something like soft cramps in whole body so I did not exercises. Only thing my system allowed me was dancing for 30 minutes and I felt strong pretests as well.
I spend whole day relaxing, enjoying all I wanted, was working on records, went into city to meet a client for records. Nothing major, just lazy summer day, recuperating, giving my body space to rest and heal.
I) In the evening I tried to make yoga, because ATM I feel how much its healing me and I wanted to at least try. And it worked out. I did whole set 3x1, 2x2, 2x3 and rest chakras 1x. Today I had lot of thoughts in my head, mainly about tomorrow trip (yes, its called "living in a future"), but what felt nice was, that it wasnt usual chaos in mind, but concrete, persistent thoughts which were much easier to gently escort away then usual mind-radio-chaos. And I felt very very good after session. I still feel v.happy I did this set, it was somehow very healing today, even I cant say what or how it healed.
And well, that was today. Very nice day I must say. Enjoyed living a lot, even Im missing my beloved a lot. I mean, when I work with heart and doing Brahmacharia its touching me a lot to visualize my wife in head. Ohm mani padme hum.
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